Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Here it goes..

You just waltzed back in my life like you deserve to be here or something. you could have come back anytime, anytime before now. But you waited and waited. And you know what? It's too late. I kept waiting for you to come back, and you didn't. You never come back, until now. Anytime before now i would have welcomed you back with open arms But you're too late this time. I gave you more than enough chances to make things right and you didn't.

I opened myself up to get cut wide open. I finally moved on. I'm happy. That's something i never though i'd say. I'm sorry if i'm not ready to throw all of that away to let u back in and make me look like a fool when u fuck me over. Again. I can't put myself thought that again. You can't erase the past. The way we are now, it's not my fault. I didn't cheat, lie, or push u away. You did this to yourself. I'm sorry if you can't find anyone who amounts to me, which you probably won't, but it's ur own doing.

I'm not saying this out of spite or pity or anger even. I'm saying this because i know that no girl will ever amount to what i was for you, what you were for me. No girl will ever connect and feel for you the way i did. Maybe the same will go for me. There's never going to be another guy that is just like you, who loved me like u did.

But i'm ready to move on, to experience what else is out there. I can't put myself through what you did to me again. I need change. If we're meant to be, we'll find each other again one day and maybe i'm fall madly in love with you again. If not, i really hope u find find happiness in the decision u made. Because god knows i would never have chosen this for us. But also i can't fix what u create.

PS : I'm so glad we can be bestfriend again :)

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